FWD:

Forward me when you get this chain that connects my heart to my brain.

For it says i love you, and I really do.Hopefully we connect as you read these lines like how facebook connects those who may been out the loop. Wanting to reconnect, rekindle, link with those who they yearn for.No lies, like how if you ignore this message and you will have sevens years of bad luck.

Saying you'll miss out on the gifts that come from this message such as sheltering you from a storm when another bitch name Katrina comes in and ruin everything you worked for. Deleting dreams, right along with the other messages you see from me with the letters FWD at the beginning.How will you ever reach the end to see it say I love you. You think I waste my 30 something seconds of moving my thumbs and going through hundreds of names just to send it to anybody. See anybody in my phone can be a hater, but not just ole body can make me greater.Yeah I could’ve said it but I might have forgotten by the time i seen you later.Then you would have never known.You see a man is not suppose to show his feelings, but when he do you better believe him.For I think before I talk, but the heart doesnt always follow. Yeah I know I said my mind is chained to my heart, but sometimes my mind forget it for it has no feelings. However, as you read this chain letter, just know I LOVE YOU

Forgiving Stones

I ask for your deepest sympathy
For going down a path I should not have followed
I knew threw stones at you
but I didn't mean to throw the same stones
See, they are the enemy
I had to protect the only love that I have known
You have flown above all
and showered us with your love
I think you for the heavens above
Making those stone disappear
Clearing my hands of Negativity
and for Forgiving me
Amen

Take the Wheel

My life could be best summarized as a car parked on a dock of a harbor,
Parked only because the limits wont take me any farther.
Peacefully sleeping,
while enjoying those tranquil life moments.
You know those moments where you spend it with that special somebody.
Sharing it couldnt be any easier then,
the breeze carring the wave to the sandy corners
to cause a splash, for everyone hear through eternity.

Thats when I handed you the wheel of that same car.
Parked steady, but I see myself slowly going toward the edge
and slowly sinking into your words that I find are like a seaspool.
Yes, you stunk up the place with your lies and deception.
The negative waves of unforgiving jestures that would soon drown me.
I dont know how to swim so i cant easily roll up my sleeves and fight effortlessly.
So the waves continued to carry the car under until i couldnt see my feet.
The pressure got to me where it was hard for me to breathe from debts i never reached.
Before you know it, I was into deep to see...

Even thou its unclear why i gave you the wheel,
I put my life in your hands to rise like the sun we had before us.
It wasnt a rainy day that would cloud our judgement,
but one of those days that i thought could last forever.
You took that same day to take me out of my element,
to sink the very thing I yearned for.
The one who i could give the the wheel to.
The one could trust.

Puddles and Lakes

I said I wouldnt do this but I cryed again
Turned a Puddle into a lake, emotions overflow
Open up the flood gates to control the Heartache
Water Fall from my eyes when heaven called you away
Bow my Head and dry my eyes to the lord I pray

That your in a better place where sorrow isnt drowned in puddle and lakes.

R.I.P Cousin 1.5.2010

ShotGun Wedding

It was December 4th
on an unseasonably hot day
Drenched in sweat
You would have thought it was May

Two bodies stood at the temple
but only one soul would stay.
Betrayed by their love,
the bride thought the groom should pay.

The Groom was trembling from the cold feet had
So she whispered in his ear
"You won't remember this date,
For what I have under this dress will surely make it clear."

So the groom continued to stare love in the eye,
but he didn't noticed the rage on her face.
The preacher yelled for their life vows,
but grater belt held the groom's faith.

Coldness pierced her thigh
Moisture ran down his face
Forever, you saw nervousness in his eye
but only the metal and her wouldn't separate.

Matrimony is suppose to be forever.
Weddings mark that special day.
But he lied, about staying out late
So she would end the wedding in her own heartfelt way.

A shotgun came from under her dress,
Then pointed her love to his head
Bang, bang everyone fled.
The preacher then announced that he was dead.

She urged for the rest of the wedding to be read,
While people Boo Hooed.
See weddings can be sad, as
Now stand the Shotgun and bride instead of the groom.

Criminal Intent

You have committed a crime
And I believe if you did the crime you must do the time
I hope you dont have any doubt, and believe my story
Not having you is like murder to the second degree
See I was running from being tied down but I gave you a shot
Our expressions became blank, like your gun was cocked
I wasnt ready to give up everything but I could tell you liked me alot
You told me you were locked and ready to show me what you got
Our lips met slowly, we were sweating so things got hot
It started a fire in my eyes so I would like to accuse you of arson
Hands started to wonder so I know I had your attention
We started to massage each other to ease all the tension
I was gunning for your mind I was seeking my redemption
You started to pull away, you can't be resisting arrest
It all started with an arugment but it made me want you no less
I started my interagation I wanted to hear you confess
You know when I have you in my arms I am your bullet proof vest
You fessed up and told me your body what you wanted me to caress
It's like you given me some type of drug
Things becomes your face so I stare at shots of your mug
Your voice spaces me out, you're my high
I'll do anything once, see I gave you a try
Sometimes I wish I could set you free
I think of you all the time, now my mind accuses you of theft
Just don't steal these thoughts cause my mind will have nothing left
I wonder if you feel same please dont make me lose my insanity
The jury I rest my case, I think your gulity

Reality in a Bottle.

I found my mom's prescription filled
Brownish,clear bottle full of Pills.
The doctor said it will take the pain away,
Im hurting, so why not start taking them today.
Throbbing memories come through my headache
Caused a strain in the paths I take.
Placed a handful on the top,
Put the bottle to my mouth,
When I swallow these memories will head south.
Took the dosage I that thought was right,
so I took a heavy dose more then twice.
Thats when the room started turning
but still the world kept spinning,
Now I'm found on the floor pinned,
With lights on but the bulb seem dim.
I guess this for all instructions i didn't follow,
Now I see reality is one tough pill to swallow.