FWD:

Forward me when you get this chain that connects my heart to my brain.

For it says i love you, and I really do.Hopefully we connect as you read these lines like how facebook connects those who may been out the loop. Wanting to reconnect, rekindle, link with those who they yearn for.No lies, like how if you ignore this message and you will have sevens years of bad luck.

Saying you'll miss out on the gifts that come from this message such as sheltering you from a storm when another bitch name Katrina comes in and ruin everything you worked for. Deleting dreams, right along with the other messages you see from me with the letters FWD at the beginning.How will you ever reach the end to see it say I love you. You think I waste my 30 something seconds of moving my thumbs and going through hundreds of names just to send it to anybody. See anybody in my phone can be a hater, but not just ole body can make me greater.Yeah I could’ve said it but I might have forgotten by the time i seen you later.Then you would have never known.You see a man is not suppose to show his feelings, but when he do you better believe him.For I think before I talk, but the heart doesnt always follow. Yeah I know I said my mind is chained to my heart, but sometimes my mind forget it for it has no feelings. However, as you read this chain letter, just know I LOVE YOU

Forgiving Stones

I ask for your deepest sympathy
For going down a path I should not have followed
I knew threw stones at you
but I didn't mean to throw the same stones
See, they are the enemy
I had to protect the only love that I have known
You have flown above all
and showered us with your love
I think you for the heavens above
Making those stone disappear
Clearing my hands of Negativity
and for Forgiving me
Amen

Take the Wheel

My life could be best summarized as a car parked on a dock of a harbor,
Parked only because the limits wont take me any farther.
Peacefully sleeping,
while enjoying those tranquil life moments.
You know those moments where you spend it with that special somebody.
Sharing it couldnt be any easier then,
the breeze carring the wave to the sandy corners
to cause a splash, for everyone hear through eternity.

Thats when I handed you the wheel of that same car.
Parked steady, but I see myself slowly going toward the edge
and slowly sinking into your words that I find are like a seaspool.
Yes, you stunk up the place with your lies and deception.
The negative waves of unforgiving jestures that would soon drown me.
I dont know how to swim so i cant easily roll up my sleeves and fight effortlessly.
So the waves continued to carry the car under until i couldnt see my feet.
The pressure got to me where it was hard for me to breathe from debts i never reached.
Before you know it, I was into deep to see...

Even thou its unclear why i gave you the wheel,
I put my life in your hands to rise like the sun we had before us.
It wasnt a rainy day that would cloud our judgement,
but one of those days that i thought could last forever.
You took that same day to take me out of my element,
to sink the very thing I yearned for.
The one who i could give the the wheel to.
The one could trust.

Puddles and Lakes

I said I wouldnt do this but I cryed again
Turned a Puddle into a lake, emotions overflow
Open up the flood gates to control the Heartache
Water Fall from my eyes when heaven called you away
Bow my Head and dry my eyes to the lord I pray

That your in a better place where sorrow isnt drowned in puddle and lakes.

R.I.P Cousin 1.5.2010